Why I haven't posted much recently

Working
No reliable internet connection
Vacation/Honeymoon Planning
Reading other people's blogs
Going to meetings
Gloomcookie
Cleaning up my desk
Processing

Rain

It's been raining nearly every day all day for the last six weeks. The general consensus is that we're not Oregonians or Washingtonians, so, stop with the rain already!

What's going on?

Nothing tragic. I'm having a challenging time dealing with family challenges and drama. The depth of the issues has surpassed my ability to deal on my own with the support of friends. So, I'm getting more help, which is good, but also bringing to my attention many other things that I've not dealt with fully.

Tears

...are very healing.

I've probably done more healing this week than in the last several years. But, I get the sense that this is just the tip of a large iceberg. The water's dark and cold and a bit scary, but I'm going to stay in it, because I'm already in the process of aclimating, and I don't really want to go through that again. I have other things to do.

Avoidance

washing the stovetop
petting the cat
google
making a map
blogging
putting photos on the photoblog
deleting emails
planning
baking
yelp
vacuuming

the list could go on...


and on...


and on...